Ms. RiRi probably saved my day today.
I went to my orientation nervous as hell. I had a headache the whole day (still do) and just felt like crawling in a whole and sleeping for 8 years. So I went back to the apartment and slept for maybe 45 minutes and woke up with my personality back in order.
I had skipped out on going to get my ID card with the rest of my class (description to follow) because I felt like crap. I called Mike and started getting down on myself. So I curled up and licked my wounds. Then something in my head clicked. I needed to get into the building and read a chapter of a text that I didn't have the money to buy.
I got out of bed, threw on some short shorts and a tank top and plugged in my earphones, found Loud and fell into Rihanna. "Only Girl (in the world)" came on and I felt like I owned Madison. I was walking hard and strong and smiling at everyone. It was like I came out of the fog finally and on time.
Tonight: We Party!!!!
Oh! I decided to grow it out nappy for the next three years. Let's see how long that actually lasts!
I <3 U
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